Hey Iain-
Why can't I get the chuckles from you that you so
freely give to Christina?
I need a hug, not righteousness.
If I have your goat, it's because maybe I see
something about you you don't want to see about
yourself...
Big deal, we all f**k up sometimes...every one...
Lighten up sweetie! So you fell in my trap, let it
loose, life indeed is too precious to keep fighting!
Now, can I get a chuckle from you?
No traps now, promise! ;-)
Niki, East of Java
--- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
Whose deluded? your the one thats setting traps, and
showing paranoia,I
would think that you do start conflicts I would even
say that you enjoy
conflict, and run away to some sucker who will
listen to your sob-story.
Does this go back too your childhood? Why do you
think that you are a
scapegoat?Is this the hard luck story we're about to
get again? What 5
million page treatise from the Theosophical Vaults
are you refering too?
There is none here, are you imagining things again?
Take your time, I have all the time in the world.
Cheers Iain
----- Original Message -----
From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 11:44 PM
Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
>
> Iain-
>
> Please stop this! You aren't sitting at my
computer
> reading post after post telling me I'm deluded,
here
> read this 5 million page treatise from the
> Theosophical vaults! I never start conflicts, I
only
> respond to them. And thank you for giving me so
much
> power to say I've brought, single-handedly, strife
to
> the group. If you really need a scapegoat, ask me
> first if I want to be one, don't elect me
outright!
>
> Gee, what does a scapegoat wear to the market?
Hmmm...
>
> By the way, you've just fallen into my trap! When
I
> posted what you just replied to, it was designed
to
> trap guilty hearts...and both you and Krishtar
have
> fallen in...anybody with a clean conscience
wouldn't
> even feel a need to respond...
>
> Now, shoo!
>
> Niki
>
>
> --- Iain <ibse03888@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
>
>>
>> Niki,A lot of people opened to you and in return
>> you have given abuse and
>> insult.You have brought disharmony here,Yes we
all
>> feel sorry for you, yes
>> sorry, but it does look like that you are looking
>> for aggravation, is this a
>> frustration display? possibly or is it just
>> attention seeking? very likely.
>> What a hard life you have had, ..or have you?
some
>> of your statements seem
>> to be a bit Mills and Boon ,Perhaps your jealous
of
>> others that can cope
>> with what life has to offer. Many of the people
have
>> a harder life than you.
>> Are you looking for an emotional crutch, a patsy
>> that will fall in with your
>> faultless ways so that you can carry on in
whatever
>> manner you think you
>> should. Sorry kid, perhaps its time for you to
grow
>> up.
>> cheers Iain
>> ----- Original Message -----
>> From: "Niki Durand" <nikidurand@yahoo.com>
>> To: <theos-talk@yahoogroups.com>
>> Sent: Tuesday, April 19, 2005 10:00 PM
>> Subject: Re: Theos-World It's not like I forget,
>>
>>
>> >
>> > Look Krishtar-
>> >
>> > We can make this our last post together, after
>> your
>> > obvious rebuttal, 'cos I'm onto you.
>> >
>> > I placed a post, in public, and asked nothing,
>> other
>> > than an open mind. I've been mat with mostly
>> dogma,
>> > and now you've joined in that. You came to me
with
>> > bias, as if you actually knew something about
my
>> > experiences, and managed to be demeaning along
the
>> > way. When I called you on it, very fairly I
feel,
>> I
>> > get this petulant reply below. If you were as
>> > objective and compassionate as you feel, then
you
>> > would've realized I still have a great deal of
>> pain.
>> > You write from a place of negative male energy,
>> which
>> > always wants to be right at all costs.
Someone's
>> grief
>> > means nothing to people like you if being right
>> looms
>> > on the horizon. Well, K. I have tyre tracks on
my
>> back
>> > from your rush to claim another bon-bon for
your
>> ego
>> > basket.
>> >
>> > I hope you NEVER have to suffer the sudden loss
of
>> > your mate. Maybe then you'll have an inkling of
>> what
>> > I'm going through. I'm sharing intimate
thoughts
>> > freely...but go ahead and feel free to continue
>> > pissing on them to satisfy your desire to be
>> right.
>> >
>> > By the way, did you notice I didn't sign my
usual
>> > "love" on the post you responded to? That's
>> because I
>> > was being sacastic...and it ws intended for
anyone
>> who
>> > felt guilty- like you! You just fell for my
trap,
>> and
>> > now I know where you stand...ooops! don't look
>> down,
>> > that's spiritual dog-poo yer standing in...
>> >
>> > Niki
>> >
>> > ps...like with anyone else I've ever had a
>> conflict
>> > with I'm willing to come to peace, if you are.
But
>> I
>> > won't ever be talked down to, not even by
God...
>> >
>> >
>> > --- krishtar <krishtar_a@brturbo.com.br> wrote:
>> >
>> >>
>> >>
>> >> Niki,
>> >> You always used the word "love" in your
e-.mails.
>> >> You asked respect for your feelings towards
>> someone
>> >> you love.
>> >> You ask people to respect your and share your
>> >> experiences and have empathy for the sorrow
you
>> >> mentioned by the living of your "soulmate".
>> >>
>> >> Here I put a question for your reflection and
>> >> consideration.
>> >> The same empathy and consideration you plea
you
>> >> should offer to all of us, here.
>> >> It is a list of theosophy, of people who try
to
>> >> study theosophy.
>> >> One of the principal characteristics of this
>> study
>> >> is impartiality, objectiveness.
>> >> Here we are not attached to the study and
>> researches
>> >> on siddhis, which are empty in their essence
and
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